5:02 AM


I remember there was a time when I used to pour my heart out on my blog. Some times I miss those days, and I know others that miss them as well.

I don't know why I don't do it any more. I want to say it's because I've gotten older or don't want to but those would be lies.

I fear people. Not David or Brennan or the rest of my family, but others outside of my family circle that just wouldn't understand, that would make things out to be a big deal even though I didn't use their name. I don't know why I fear that - they haven't proven themselves worth the fear - but for some reason I do.

I know why. Because I don't want to hurt them. I don't want to do anything that may compromise my moral values.

My morals are changing, though. I'm starting to realize not everyone else is right, and I'm not always right either, and well, that's life. You have to expect these things or you're not living. And just because I make a mistake doesn't mean I'm flushing my morals down the toilet, either. It's a mistake for a reason - so I can learn, either from the mistake itself or from the experiences to follow.

It's an interesting thought.

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