>life sucks atm

1:24 PM

>This post was originally going to be a list of all the things I loved about my husband.

Unfortunately, that love I have come to find is not returned.

All the Klonopin in the world could not stop the pain I feel in my heart. I wanted us to be a family. I was willing to tough it out through the hard times as I vowed to do when we got married.

Maybe he wasn't mature enough to understand the meaning of that. Maybe he just didn't care from the start. Maybe he just has someone on the side that he would rather be with.

But one thing remains. He hates me and doesn't want a family with me.

What did I do but try my best to express my love for him and try my best to battle my illness? Why couldn't he have appreciated that I was going to have my good days and bad days the same as him? He talks about being an adult but he doesn't seem to know what being an adult is all about. You face stress, especially in the middle of a recession, and especially when you have a 2 1/2 year old child.

But that's the way it is. Oh well.

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